Not an easy thing, but useful to you.
If there are wounds that her words and actions and gestures create in you, these
wounds must be tended, not hurled back at her.
The purpose is to heal so you can be even more capable of giving what you are here
to give, and even more capable of receiving what we and our colleagues whether on
earth or some other dimension have to give you.
I know this seems to be a relationship between two individuals and it is, but when
you are a huge being, nothing in your life is only affecting you. And the huger the
being, the greater the opportunity for the individual actions in their life, in their
relationships, to be used to free multitudes of beings. You have chosen this kind
of life, and though the yearning may be for privacy and personal happiness without
thought for the rest of the world, for you this is not the life you have chosen.
And your service is deeply valued. The choice of course is always yours, and truth
adjusts to every choice. So choose wisely. You are not a small being. Your choices
effect many, many. So we suggest that you reference your Light in making your decisions--
which you always do-- we are simply reminding you since the relationship has created
a need for you to become in deeper contact with your reference point. Trust. All
is beautiful. You are being pushed out of the hut into the palace again. Keep coming
into the palace is what we urge. We love you. Again we say, look to the hurt that
this relationship and the seeming rejection is causing in you. That is what needs
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